nEvEr sAtisFieD!

i'd talk and boast that i've got all what i want.Sometimes I really
feel the blessed one.My parents,my kins,my friends,my career,and my
myself! Everything sounds so well and perfect!.But deep down its not
just me but everyone.. is never satisfied.I try to write..I think of
someone with better handwritin..I wish i could write like that..I
change a new dress..People praise,i'm happy but then i remember
someones cool dress,The dress she wore was fabulous..I look at myself
in mirror..I know i'm young,fresh skin no flaws..But ya if my face cut
was that way or my nose a bit straighter or my hair a bit thick and
dark..And these circles around my pretty eyes,ahem! don't really suit
me..Ya they say i'm smart but if i loose a few more pounds..And my
lips would be good if thicker..Ah well..Do i sound to have normal
facial structures?? I need to improve so many IFz on my face....The
problem is, i can never be satisfied at this moment but wen i won't be
having wat i've now..I'll realise the value of it..Life is like this..
When i study,i try doing my best,but i always have regrets later.My
daily routine..Too much lazy i am.I make plans,try changing it,but i
never succeed.I see someone with more skills and knowledge,i start
pitying myself..I'd waste one hell of time but i always realise my
loss later in repentance..I'm always influenced and affected by
others.I see some people so careless and confident.I simply ENVY them
but may be its my jealousy not envy.I wonder when will i ever be
satisfied...??