wat FB said abt eyez!

When people look into my eyes, they see pure innocence. My eyes sparkle and i like to flaunt them, and often use them to manipulate people. im a kind-hearted and intellectual person that loves being loved and getting attention, but others don't see that i can sometimes be defensive and aggressive when i don't get my way. im really not as innocent as some people think!

my 1st presentation..

5th.Nov.09
My 1st presentation of life..Lol..
Hafsa shah,
13yrz,
frm swabi..Having Constricted maxilla,Class 2 malocclusion with
blocked out canines,and posterior cross bite..I was very much worried
for it.Felt really depressed lastnight.It was all haphazard and i was
stammering while presenting it.So I wished for grade A ,was expecting
to get B but dreaded C..But fortunately i got A.It was one of the best
moments when madam marked A for me.I confess my presentation was not
very impression,could be taken as an ordinary one,but still i got the
fruit because i believe that i worked really hard on the last day for
it.Indeed Rome was built in a day Lol. ;-) i adviced slow expansion,
distalization of molars followed by fixed appliance..but madam put her
on RME.Rapid maxillary expansion..

Pasta!!

6th Nov.09
I've always loved pasta! I suggested to include it in mes menu. But
our kaka cooks it in such a typical asian style "curry form" by adding
all spices that i now feel hatred for it..Coming back from college
today i asked kaka how he cooks it,tried to figure out why it tastes
so bad.we argued for awhile and finally we friends feeling a bit
adventurous, planned to cook it ourselves..For fun and experience.The
quantity was huge for all hostel girls..Although too many cooks spoil
the broth but no such mishap occured.We enjoyed cooking and everyone
offered their own tips for the recipe.Later when kaka added 6 packs of
macaroniz to it ,all tastes of pepper and soya sauce was lost.Pheka
pakwan, still we ate it with zeal ,along with the white sauce ,one of
my friend made..
Hardly anyone at hostel praised,Lots of girls criticized,that its
tasteless,esp the punjabi saying masala kam tha,my friend told them no
one adds spices to chinese..But still who could make them understand
;-)

The YELLOWZZ

Month of december at hostel..2009

They've cut down the trees at hostel because electricity supply and
transformer etc to this new wall to wall Palace i mean the surgery
building is fixed in our hostel.Now we've got orange and yellow
flowers blooming around us instead of trees.Well the sight is so
pleasing that i, in earnest, took a few pics..These are sensonal and
they die out soon..Frequently used in mehndi functions..But they smell
really bad ,beware! ;)..Ummm..This surgery palace is 5 storey.Its not
in use yet,coz its still under construction.We're promised that we'l
be having a DIGI LIBRARY in it too,so that in this high tech world,we
the poor hostelites living in this SUCKY hostel ,and fond of watching
only PTV on tv, may have some access to internet .and Lets
see..Anxiously waiting ;)

TaLLATTT!!

Madam Tallat..
I'd want no one to read out wat i think of our madam.For I've no words
but still okay.. i'l try to figure out some solid words in her honor.
She's the big boss of ortho,coz she's the head..She's nice and polite
in class,chil mahool,Ahh..Although would bombard you with lots of
questions but never freaks out , lose mind , or say, OUT! like other
professors,no matter you stay shut up, or don't even bother opening
your month for watever she's asked.
BUT !! Her uniform and discipline mania is unbearable,masks her good
polite behavior.She makes you clench and grind teeth in
frustration.Sometimes i'd kick the nearby wall.Hurting myself for no
good reason.She hates students having bucks in their pockets.An expert
who knows al tricks of detention,thus suck up the very last drop of
rupee from the students.
You're fined if..
The shoes you wearing are not closed,and not black..
Overall is not knee length..
Shirt, typical maroon color.No laces no style no extravaganza.,
scarf should be white.
The white should be white not offwhite ok!otherwise bang bang..
We've no options but to give up and submit to her authority and self
made so called disciplinary rules.Being a final year student,I feel
like a kindergarten kid now.Thanks to her,ye din bhi dekhna tha.Lol..
Good news..She's retiring soon,and hopefully i'll miss her for one
thing only...She's always marked me the great Grade A !! ;-)

the EAR RINGZ!

9th nov 2009.
Ear rings.
National holiday because of Iqbalz birthday.The whole day was really a
boredom at hostel.Finally in the evening,we decided to study a bit for
the upcoming stage ..Studied for some time then Mussi asked me to
make Adam clasps for her patient.After making the claspz i started
playing with the ortho wire.Felt so much creative;-) i tried shaping
it an Ear Ring-form,succeeded.My friends gave me more ideas and i kept
bending the wire in different designs.Circular,rectangular,or square
also added beads to it.So they looked like real ear rings.I made one
pair each for all and We are wearing it now. Wish i could make one
good and stylish pair for Madam Tallat also ;)

mY MuM!

I kept shouting at her,telling her what she did was wrong.Asking her
why she's always acting like that,why can't she change herself! She
tried defending herself but couldn't argue, then turned silent and
kept listening to the crap i was telling her.Finally i crossed the
limits and she started crying..Cursed herself,and her fate..
I don't remember the time when she wiped my tears,pampered me,made me
laugh,stayed up the whole nights for me,make me eat my meal..Must have
done all this for i won't be what i'm now..Well,the bundle of dolls
that i had,she bought them all.taught me ABC,taught me to do that and
not to to that.Ya she still cries with me when i'm in pain.She gets
up from bed anytime when i call her for any help.
And now i'm here making her life even more miserable.Tellin her she's
wrong and she should change herself for us.I know she loves me
alot.Its not because i've done some good to her.She loves me for i'm
her daughter.I'm not the only daughter.We're many but i've never felt
ignored or left out,instead i feel precious .But this daughter
couldn't inheret a heart like her mother.
A heart that forgets our bad intentional and unintentional acts soon
but i dunno if forgives them too..
:-(
Vote me and lets see how bad i sound and how bad i really am...

nEvEr sAtisFieD!

i'd talk and boast that i've got all what i want.Sometimes I really
feel the blessed one.My parents,my kins,my friends,my career,and my
myself! Everything sounds so well and perfect!.But deep down its not
just me but everyone.. is never satisfied.I try to write..I think of
someone with better handwritin..I wish i could write like that..I
change a new dress..People praise,i'm happy but then i remember
someones cool dress,The dress she wore was fabulous..I look at myself
in mirror..I know i'm young,fresh skin no flaws..But ya if my face cut
was that way or my nose a bit straighter or my hair a bit thick and
dark..And these circles around my pretty eyes,ahem! don't really suit
me..Ya they say i'm smart but if i loose a few more pounds..And my
lips would be good if thicker..Ah well..Do i sound to have normal
facial structures?? I need to improve so many IFz on my face....The
problem is, i can never be satisfied at this moment but wen i won't be
having wat i've now..I'll realise the value of it..Life is like this..
When i study,i try doing my best,but i always have regrets later.My
daily routine..Too much lazy i am.I make plans,try changing it,but i
never succeed.I see someone with more skills and knowledge,i start
pitying myself..I'd waste one hell of time but i always realise my
loss later in repentance..I'm always influenced and affected by
others.I see some people so careless and confident.I simply ENVY them
but may be its my jealousy not envy.I wonder when will i ever be
satisfied...??

2nd.Nov.09
While going back to hostel my heart ached when i saw the car on the
roadside, crushed crumbled and smashed..I tried to imagine the
pitiable condition of people who were trapped inside it yesterday.They
didn't know it was the worst day of their lives..The picture in my
mind turned more horrifying when i imagined myself in that car.Lord
forbid! Yes,since accidents do happen but its a lesson for all those
who are careless in driving the vehicles and consider it as funtime..

6 guys/friends of our locality were driving d car on 1st nov 2009.They
were going to attend the wedding ceremony of another friend.The driver
in fun and to scare the friends started moving the steer ring in zig
zag manner,the car went out of control,drove to the other
side,crossing the barrier between the two roads and there it was badly
hit by another fast moving vehicle.2 died on d spot, and other 4
critically injured.Later the rescuers couldn't even take the bodies
out of the car.They were stuck!!.Guests that came for the wedding had
lunch there and then attended the funeral..A silly mistake can
sometimes take your life...